(I can't keep breathing)

I wanna run away
All I do was always hid my feelings
Sit idly on a fence
Throwing rocks and speak

I can't sleep well in weeks
My head is hurt I can't speak
My brain keep yells at me "your time is running out"
I held back, keep telling myself things will work out
When all the worst haven't coming yet

I ran, tried to let this go
And told myself it's not over

I wanna run away
All I do was always hid my feelings
Sit idly on a fence
Throwing rocks and speaking out loud
I wonder how my life will go
The worst not yet to come
I can't figure out
Please hold my hands when my time is up

My sight's black I can't see (see)
Stay awake for nothing
All my hopes, I can't fix (fix)
That's how I feels and
I ran, tried to let this go

I wanna run away
All I do was always hid my feelings
Sit idly on a fence
Throwing rocks and speaking out loud
I wonder how my life will go
The worst not yet to come
I can't figure out
Please hold my hands when my time is up

I can't speak
I can't breathe
I can't speak (I can't speak)
I can't breathe (I can't breathe)
I can't speak (I can't speak)
And I can't breathe (I can't breathe)
How am I supposed to turn the tables?
My life's a total mess
How am I supposed to turn the tables?
I can't breathe
(I can't keep on breathing)